written @ 6:07 p.m. on August 11, 2002
DevinSA04: you know.. some people you think you want to go out with. and you really dont. and you wont see it untill certain things happen in your life. then you have others that you want to be with and you never have known it untill other events in your life happen. you must be comfortable around someone and not hold anything from them back. you change who you are to change who your with.
DevinSA04: and you fail
DevinSA04: you must be yourself and enjoy being with/ talking with the other person in your life. and i havent realized all of these things untill just verry recently .. i guess youll just know one day and everything will fit into place hopefully someday before i die (lol) that day will come.
DevinSA04: I hate to part for food but i must.. but in my saying of a temporary goodbye i leave you with this (lol *this is really korny) Yoda,"Search your feelings. let the inner truth build. Feel the force flow through you." interprit that as you may :-) ill talk to ya either later tonight or toom. Bye :-) 8-)
Devins great. I basically realized all this earlier in the week but i didn't know exactly how to word it.
Sara